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lyrics
I draw my eyes to the mirror
Some days I'd rather disappear than get to know who's staring back.
I dream I can sing pitch perfect notes, but the words will always make me choke
If I'm lucky, I'll have a heart attack.
Shaking hands, nervous just to catch the unexpected.
I can't understand how can you could act so damn collected while I'm falling apart.
Catching pieces of me while I'm watching you leave.
When I wake up in the morning, I draw my face to the mirror and say "again today?" what the fuck am I doing here.
I drag my body from the sheets. I greet the day through gritted teeth.
I pray to god that the end is near.
Shaking hands, nervous just to touch where they're directed
I can't understand how I can feel so disconnected from the ones in my heart.
Catching pieces of me while I'm watching them leave.
I draw my eyes to the mirror. Somedays I'd rather disappear. Again today? What the fuck am I doing here?
credits
released December 27, 2022
Written by Houston Putney and Darren Smart
Producer Joshua Boon and his compatriots, as The Forces, create a unique fusion of Beatlesque psychedelia with hip-hop-inspired beats. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 6, 2022